I was from KL alone in one of the official trips. I was already married but quite a romeo.
To cut the story short, I ended taking the girl to my hotel and had sex with her. She left the next morning but turned up the following night.
I had never took her contact or even care to find out where she lived or what she was doing in Singapore. I don't even know her name yet, or probably forgotten, could be Aishah, for a strange reason, she passionately offer herself to me. She was not a prostitute and neither did she ask any money from me. It was purely a secret affair and sometimes, I wonder if she had became pregnant through that relation and what happened to her baby, if she had one. Perhaps, one day I will come to know, and how terribly awkward would I feel coming face to face with some one I unknowingly fathered and have not played the role of a good father and husband - forgive me Lord for that happened before I came to know and accepted you as my personal savior and Lord of my life. But I was a good Catholic, going to Holy Communion and Novena praying to and worshipping Mary more than to you and God the Father.
I pray Lord that if indeed this person is my daughter, please allow her the opportunity to know you and accept you as Lord and Savior that we can be united in You and Father God in your mighty and holy name. Amen
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